Mark 10. 35-45
It was a lovely sunny afternoon, that day. The disciples and the crowds had been
following Jesus all around the countryside, through Galilee and Judea,
listening to his teaching, hanging on his every word. Towards sunset, as the crowd started to cast
about for places to camp for the night, Jesus motioned to his disciples. Instantly, they stopped laying out their
sleeping blankets, and clustered around him.
What did the Master want? What
did he need from them?
With a nod of his head, Jesus motioned for his closest
friends to follow him. They moved off up
a slope to a patch of shade under an olive tree. The disciples sat down, teasing Peter as he
lowered his slightly arthritic hip onto the dirt. Matthew and Nathaniel leaned against the
trunk of the tree. And then all 12 pairs
of eyes focused on the Master. What was
he going to say to them? This was going
to be interesting.
Jesus seemed hesitant.
What he was going to tell them was going to upsetting for them to
hear. It was going to shatter some of
them...they would not understand it.
They would protest. Some might
even decide that they didn't want to follow him anymore. Jesus took a deep breath, and began.
"We are
going up to Jerusalem," he said.
Judas and Andrew exchanged glances.
Yes, their eyes communicated. We
know. We're not stupid. Jesus went on,
"And when we
get there, the Son of Man is going to be betrayed to the Chief Priests and the
Teachers of the Law."
Simon began to
protest. "What?!" he said.
"How can that happen? You've got
all these crowds...." Jesus held up
his hand, and Simon fell silent.
"And..." Jesus went on, "They will condemn him to
death"
It was Andrew's
turn now. "No, Lord!" he
protested. "That's impossible. Look how everyone loves you! Everyone is
following you". Jesus shook his
head. That sad look the Disciples had
been noticing all day clouded his eyes again.
"The Chief
Priests and the Teachers of the Law will condemn him to death," Jesus
repeated. "And then they will turn him over to the Gentiles - to the
Romans - to be mocked and flogged and crucified." The Disciples erupted. Each one tried to out-do the other with
protestations. "No, Lord! We won't let that happen! It's impossible! No-one could do that to you".
Jesus stood back
and watched. He let them rail their
incomprehension at him for a while. And
then, he started smiling. A smile crept
into his eyes, and then made its way down to his mouth, until it took
possession of his whole face. The
Disciples' protests dropped to a low murmur, and then to silence. "Why is he smiling? Has he been winding us up?" Jesus fixed the Disciples with his eyes, and
finished his speech,
"But on the
third day, he will be raised to life!"
There was
silence. Judas turned towards Thadeus and mouthed, "He's
cracked!. Must be the sun. Go and get him some water". Thadeus, shook his head. This wasn't the first time that Jesus had
said this kind of stuff. Though this
time, it looked like Jesus really meant it.
Besides, Thadeus wasn't Judas' slave.
If Judas wanted to get Jesus some water he could do it himself. Thadeus wanted to stay and see what happened
next.
But nothing
happened. Having said what he wanted to
say, Jesus turned away from the Disciples, and made his way down the slope to
the rest of the crowd. The Disciples
watched him leave...wondering what it all meant.
Simon was the
first to speak. "Well, I believe
him," he stated boldly.
"Everything else he has ever told us has been completely
trustworthy, hasn't it.” He turned to
James and John, the so called 'Sons of Thunder'. "Guys, do you remember how Jesus met
with Moses and Elijah on that mountain the other day? When only the three of us with were him? If he can do that, I can certainly believe
that he could rise from the dead."
"Yes,"
replied James. "But what happens
then? Once he's been raised from the
dead. What is he going to do after
that?"
Matthew, the
former civil servant, piped up.
"Well, I reckon he'll start a new Government. I reckon he'll sort out the Romans, and then
set up a new, holy Kingdom...you know, that 'Kingdom of God' that he's always
been talking about. I wonder who he'll
ask to be Chancellor?" Matthew
suddenly had a far-way look in his eye.
"And who
will he make Prime Minister?" said Andrew.
"Simon...that's going to be you!" Simon shook his head modestly - but he smiled
as well. Everyone knew that Simon was
Jesus' right hand man.
The Disciples
continued to banter among themselves.
Who would be minister in charge of the drains? they laughed. Who would command the army? But James and John, the Sons of Thunder, went
silent. They didn't like the way that
their friends were talking. They were
not at all happy about having posts in the new Kingdom of God being carved up by
the other Disciples like this. James decided
he'd had enough.
"See you
later, guys." he said. "I'm off to bed. Come on John." John got up off the ground, and followed
James down the slope towards the crowd. When
they were a little way from the others, James stopped John with a hand on his
arm. “Listen”, he said. “Why don’t we go and see Jesus and ask him
for jobs in the new government ourselves?
If he says it, the others won’t be able to stop us getting the best jobs”
“Do you think he won’t mind?” asked John
James pondered for a moment.
“Maybe”, he concluded. But if you
don’t ask, you don’t get!
John looked thoughtfully at James. There was a chance here. Perhaps they might just make it, and become
Jesus' right hand men. John nodded at
James, and together they looked at over at where Jesus was sitting, on a rock,
alone on the edge of the camp. They
walked carefully over to him, picking their way between sleeping bodies. They approached the Master.
“Um” said James, “Um…Rabbi?
Can we bother you for a minute?”
Jesus looked up from his prayers, with a knowing look in his
eyes. “Yes, boys. What is it?”
“Rabbi,” said James, “We want you to do for us whatever you
ask. Ok?”
Jesus wasn’t going to make any promises. He was more canny than that – and quite used
to people trying to trap him into saying something he might later regret.
“What is it?” he said cautiously.
James got ready to make a well-considered plea , backed up
with lots and lots of good reasons as to why they should be important officials
in the new Government. But John couldn’t
contain himself. He was so nervous, that
it all came tumbling out!
“We want you to grant for us to sit on your left and on your right
when you come into your kingdom! Um…please….”
Jesus looked disappointed.
He had hoped for better from these two.
He had hoped that perhaps they had begun to understand that his Kingdom
was not like that at all. He shook his
head, and said, "You will indeed drink from my cup. But to sit at my right or left is not for me
to grant. These places belong to those
for whom they have been prepared by my Father." James and John were a bit puzzled, but they
were wise enough to know when to back down.
What did Jesus mean? We will
drink from his cup, but the places of honour are decided by God? That was typical of Jesus. He always talked in riddles.
Unbeknown to James and John, however, they had been
followed. Judas, who had never quite
trusted the Sons of Thunder, had trailed them from a distance, and had heard
the whole conversation from behind a tree.
As James and John turned away from Jesus, Judas slipped back through the
darkness to the other Disciples. “You’ll
never guess what James and John are up to!” he hissed, when he got back…and
then proceeded to tell the whole story.
"That's not right!"
"Who do they think they are?"
The Disciples were livid! After a quick discussion together, they
decided that this would just not do, and they all strutted over to where James
and John were settling down dejectedly for the night.
Simon, ever the spokesperson, spoke first. "What's this we hear? Have you been up to Jesus to ask for a place
on his right and on his left?"
James looked at the ground, and shuffled his feet
nervously. "Well, erm…", he mumbled. "We did
just have a chat…".
"That's not good enough" replied Simon. "Who do you think you are? Do you think you are better than the rest of
us? Do you think Jesus is going to
choose either of you over us?"
Jesus, in the meantime, had been sitting on his rock, looking
over the camp. He wasn't surprised. Disappointed, but not surprised. He had smiled to himself as he saw Simon
stride across the camp over to James and John with the other nine disciples in
his wake. Jesus made a decision. It's time for me to intervene here, he
thought.
Jesus climbed down from his rock, and wandered down the slope
to where the ten disciples were gathered around the other two. As he approached, one of the Disciples,
Philip, looked up from the argument, and saw Jesus approaching. He nudged Bartholomew in the ribs and pointed
at the approaching Rabbi. Bartholomew
nudged Matthew, Matthew nudged Andrew and in a few seconds, the little group of
angry men had ceased shouting, and waited for Jesus to approach.
Jesus walked up
to them and stopped. He looked around at
them with love, but also a little disappointment in his eyes. Into the anger in the air around him, Jesus
spoke gently.
"You know
how the Gentiles do things, don't you?
You know how their rulers lord it over the rest of the people, and how
their high officials dominate everyone else?" A few of the Disciples grunted. They knew what Jesus meant - they had seen
how the Romans bossed everyone else around.
"Well", Jesus went on, "That is not how it shall be with
you. Instead, whoever wants to be great
among you must be your servant - not your Prime Minister," he said,
looking knowingly at Peter, "and not your Chancellor", he said,
smiling at Matthew. "And whoever
wants to be first among you must be a slave to everyone else. This should not surprise you. The Son of Man did not come to be served, but
to serve. The Son of Man came to give
his life away, not to go lording it up over anyone."
And then, the
Disciples noticed that Jesus' eyes seemed to become distant. He seemed to be staring off into the
distance, over vast miles, and even through time itself. And then, Jesus' voice was heard in a tiny
little church in the heart of Portsmouth, in a little church named out of
affection for another follower of Jesus, a man called Mark. There was a congregation gathered that
morning. A congregation of ordinary
people - people just like the Disciples and the other followers of Jesus. These were ordinary people - but people who
had heard the call of Jesus, across the millennia - the call to live in ways
that were life-giving; the call to live in love with God, and with each
other. These were people who longed to
hear Jesus speak to them, and longed to hear from him how life could be richer,
deeper, more meaningful. And across
time, and through the walls of the church that morning, the people of St Mark
heard Jesus speaking to them.
"In my
service, there is perfect freedom. By
serving me, in your homes, in your jobs, in your schools, in your church, in
your community - you will find me. By
serving me with your time, and with your talents and with your money, you will
know me. When you serve others, you serve me.
When you reach out to others, you reach out to me."
And all the
people, in that little church in North End, said, "Amen".
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